I am not good at writing at all. I came to know GOD was not into till my early teens I am seventeen.So that not that long I was saved at the age 15. As a child I know there was a GOD growing up but I didn't care I resented GOD. For the first part of my life I grow up in a Abusive Home my mother never hit me she always worked and was barley ever home. My Dad on the other end was always home and drunk. I grow up raising my Younger Brother Arron Yes my Mother was there but between work and sleep she wasn't there. I got into trouble a lot. I was so full of hate and I took that out on others. I would get into fights to make a stories of how I got my bruises. you see my dad never broke anything. So hear I was; I was no more older than 7 when my dad started to beat me. I grow up that way until I was 10 when I was smart enough to say somethings not right, But I still stayed and I kept it to my self. It wasn't till I was 11 I started to fight back. I stated to make my amen with people I hurt in the past. That didn't go so well they hated my guts. But I started to get on track and following Gods word before I really Know who God was. On October 14, 2010 My mother had another child by the name Matthew. Matthew was born sick. He was due in December and they took him. I was 12 when My youngest Brother Died he was a month old He died November 30, 2010. After he died I resented God even more. That Night I tried to give up again. I tried several times but could never go through with it. I know realize God wouldn't let me. Because before I would Jump Or Cut My family would flash through my eyes. Especially My younger brother Arron If I left who'd be there, ( sorry forgot to mention my parents got divorced when I was 10 tolled you I suck at this) Who would protect him. Guess GOD did all that. Hears the best part when I met God I was 15 it was the end of my freshman year. March 30, 2014 I can remember everything that happened that day. I had just got back from my Dads. It wasn't even 30 minutes that Id been home. I decided to go outside with my German shepared Malo. Hear I was playing in my backyard no one but me, the dog, and the neighbors Dog and there Kids. My neighbors Dog Jumped the fence and I got It bad. I was ready to give up When I heard this Small Quiet voice "Dont Give UP" it said "They Need You. Its Not Your Time Keep Fighting Leave It To ME." Its funny because back then I would Have Gave Up but this voice was so calm so reassuring I listened and that voice kept it word it sent MY HUGE German Shepard Malo to my rescue. The month after I was healed I was save At Praise Chapel. My brothers friend invited us to church that morning. I felt that the message was meant for me It was about forgiveness. And I want You to know that I forgive My Dad for What he did Its in the past. Yes it still hurts but I left it up to God and he is mending my relationship with my Dad. Anything is Possible with Christ He took a Kid who was going know where fast and Now I place the eleventh spot in my class He blessed my mother with another Child and If You would Please keep me and My new brother Daniel in your prayers
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